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(Friday, March 27, 2015-)
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# spiritual defilement and negative equity-
Ps Juliet came up to me today just to catch up on my health and all.
She shared that as she was praying for me, she sensed strong warfare against me.
And in the midst of our conversation, she stopped and asked: "Do you smell incense?"
At that moment, i knew where this was going.
"Nope, i don't." I replied.
"Yes, its quite strong." She said as she smelled around.
She went to another corner and to another cubicle.
"The smell is only around here." She shared.
Mind you, i work in a church. there was no reason for incense to be there. And it confirmed my suspicions. it was a spiritual thing.
it was coming from my cubicle / my person.
and she showed me the hairs on her hand. they were all standing.
I regard Ps Juliet highly like a god-mother, and i know her experiences in deliverance and ministry. i didn't doubt her at all.
and she immediately jumped into prayer. she bound all unclean spirits and cut all ungodly ties and links to any defiling thing. she prayed the blood of Christ over me to cleanse me. she prayed and broke the powers of curses and sin over me.
as she prayed, a few things were running in my mind:
is it really me?
where have i let the enemy in?
will Ps Juliet think that i'm sinning against the Lord?
that last thought was quite funny there in retrospect. and indeed she did ask if i had knowingly or unknowingly let the enemy in.
it was a really humbling experience. and indeed going back to what i've learnt in negative equity, probably i did.
God has established the law of sowing and reaping.
the more you sow in obedience to God, the more you will reap in positive spiritual equity.
the same can be said in sowing in disobedience to God, which reaps the consequences of negative spiritual equity.
where have i gone wrong? might not be today or yesterday.
perhaps unconfessed sin.
perhaps the times i've looked lustfully at someone else.
the times i've harbored fantasies in my head.
the times i've let rage drive my thoughts.
the times i've exploded on the people of God.
the times i've let video games consume my thoughts and drive my actions.
when i think of incense, it leads me to a temple.
perhaps, i've offered incense to an idol.
i've desecrated God's temple, my body, and offered incense to an idol.
that, was such a retching thought. and how abominable idolatry can be.
"Father in heaven, i confess that i have sinned against You. in my heart, my thoughts and actions, i have sinned against You and Your people. Forgive me Father. And I thank You for Your sacrifice, Lord Jesus, that has taken away the Father's wrath. There is no more punishment for my sin because of Your blood. Amen "
the story ends like this;
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