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(Monday, June 22, 2015-)
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# A dream within -
During a module at Restoring the Foundations (RTF) module 1A, we were to go through a moment of being healed of soul-spirit hurts. what i saw was different though.
i saw a picture of me sleeping in bed.
and from there came the memories.
nightmares and lives ended within
only then it occurred to me, that i had frequently been having nightmares when i was younger.
nightmare where i would somehow die and i would wake.
the worst ones were those where i was tied up and could not do anything to prevent myself from getting killed.
and then there was the weird one of being shot in the head. i can still quite vividly remember that feeling, where everything goes limp and my body does not respond, though i could still think.
i feared death and dying. i feared the dark. i feared being helpless.
so it was then that i invited Jesus into those memories.
what i saw astonished me.
where i was struggling all tied up.
when the perpetrator readied the knife.
Jesus stepped in and took the blow.
i winced.
i opened my eyes.
there Jesus was.
the knife was broken.
because death has lost it's sting.
death can no longer touch or harm Christ
because Jesus lives in me
i no longer have to fear death.
it cannot harm me.
the story ends like this;
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